Chapter 1: Failing to Cope after an Avoidant Millennium (this is advanced darkness) | Zyyrka Zemlya

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Chapter 1: Failing to Cope after an Avoidant Millennium (this is advanced darkness)

from Hysterics of a Weeping God Pt. I by Zyyrka Zemlya

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Why do I have to wake up again
To face this life I didn't ask for
Mother and father can you hear me
Anyone else out there hear me scream

Don't make me get out of bed today
I wish that I was never born
Please put me back under forever
Living is so fucking exhausting

I fill myself with life and love
Look towards the sky and stars above
I tell myself it will be alright
Keep heading towards the guiding light

Anything to make it stop
But it always comes crawling back

I fill myself with death and hate
Trying to kill this empty state
Everything is a burden deep down it will never stop
Fueling this burning destruction until I fucking drop dead

My body is a universe
The infinite of all things
My mind is all consciousness
Perceiving and pondering existence

Its too much
I just want to sleep

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from Hysterics of a Weeping God Pt. I, released May 10, 2018

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